I wish our words for emotions weren't package deals. I wish "love" meant "really like." Because I love Alan. I don't want to be with him forever and I don't want to marry him or have his babies. I just love him in the sweet, casual, almost fuckbuddy way we have things now. I wish I could say "I love you" and not have it mean "I want to own you."
If women are always watching out for sexually-predatory men, men seem to always be watching out for love predator women.
I'm not hunting a man. I'm not setting a trap with pussy as the bait. The pussy is its own reward, and it makes me so fucking happy. Happier than "empty" sex is supposed to.
I don't love my fuckbuddy boyfriend because I've lost my boundaries. I love him for being my fuckbuddy.